Lol

Lololololololololololololololroflrolflololololol

Party hardy.

Dead, as in more-or-less dead.

In light of recent internetventures, it would seem as though people are still using these blogs. Do as the Romans, yeah?

Does anyone ever get the feeling that a part of them is dying, or changing perhaps? A feeling as though you were bagged up in your sleep and dropped right off the side of a highway road far from civilization? This evanescent feeling that maybe, just maybe, you've missed something?

I do.

I feel far away and almost sad. Me, sad! I suppose complacency can't last forever.

Maybe my mind is playing tricks on me. I've been so tired as of late. By tired, I mean exhausted. I'm getting plenty of sleep, I'm eating fine, I'm drinking the hell out of water and cranberry juice; however, I feel like I didn't sleep a wink the night before. My thoughts are slow, my comprehension is sub-par, and my eyelids are heavy. I'm getting these random dizzy-spells. I've also taken several naps at the most inconvenient of times.

As far as sleep goes, I can't be comfortable. I must be sleeping in awkward positions, because I feel more sore every day. There's a good deal of hurt right where I lay on my arm. My thigh hurts when I walk, too.

I can't stop listening to Blind Guardian.

Over,

and over,

and over.

Believe it or not, I find the sounds relaxing.

Oh man.

That's what I said, dessoits!

Accents are nothing short of hilarious. But aside from that, school has begun once more... Or at least is back from break. My classes are fine, and instead of learning spanish, I'm learning HTML, hoo-freaking-rah. But I'm also learning more in the art department, love! Tons and tons of love. Man, art is great, I love art, never a dull moment in art class. I also moved up about, hell, three classes in English? That's right, English is my bitch. I got Jesus (Anthony, for those of you who are stupid.) in my study hall class again, I can see a fun rest of the year approaching. American Government? LOATHE OH MY GOD! But not so much, because I have friends in that class too, which includes Trevor among others. Math... I have steve in my math class again, but aside from that, math is always the same and will never be special, always a class that teaches me how many ways numbers work with eachother, unfortunately that's pretty damn infinite, as well are how many ways they won't work, but I give the human race a cookie for trying, of course, where would you be if it weren't for mathematics? Your house would be out of proportion, kind of warped on one side, obtuse, your roof would be sideways, the chimney would be going through your neighbors wall, and the stairs would be round, not vertical steps, your house plain sucks, and the best part is, you're probably a billionaire, and one of the few hundreds of people that have a house that nice, and even have a house for that matter. Yeah, humans deserve a cookie. But really, what a long ramble that was... Oh yeah, then I have Benzie for science again... Woohoo.

Before school though, a day trip too the mountains. First to Copper Mountain with Mitch and Ellie, good times. Then a three-day trip to Winter Park with Ryan, that was oodles of fun, we threw snowballs at eachother while snowboarding down the mountain and it was great. Also on Saturday when we were just leaving the ski area, we found a pair of some really nice Oaklie's (I think that's how it's spelled....) glasses... Apparently those are the expensive good ones, and I like them! Why is that weird? Because I hate glasses. I usually look dumb with glasses, but this is the first pair ever that I've found to look good on me. Yeah, free nice shades and a good end of the break.... Life is good.

But now... Back to math homework.

Jared

Just when you thought it wasn't gonna happen, what happened?

I happened. I've gotten comments. Seems like some folks still check my blog to see if I might have posted again. I don't have to admit I've neglected it, got bored again. (ADHDizzle) I'm gonna post then, I might go on a posting tangent again if this post gets me addicted again. But anyways, onto el posto.
So. High School. Man, it's pretty sweet. I got a friend who is moving due to unruly grades though, kinda makes me sad. Oh well, I'll bombard his cell phone with my voice.
We got through the first semester finally, it's Christmas break now, and I'm having a good time wasting time. I went to the mall yesterday with Ben, Mitch, and Alex. Basically we loitered and talked about things, played some games, bought some things, then we all crashed at bens house and played Medal of Honor. I was a British sniper and constantly shot people in the ass, man that was funny. We also watched Serenity, and if you haven't seen that movie, you are... They don't have a word for how weird you are. It's a great movie, and my favorite part was when I ruined it for Ben, oh what a great part it was. Right now my cousins are here, and my little brother is playing Jak 3. Man, they hate it when I get on the computer and they say I never pay attention to them and am always on the computer. They said other things too I guess, the rest is a blur. Heh, I'm kidding. But not about them complaining. Their spending the night... I've had a sleepover almost every night this week, it's nuts.
I gotta work tomorrow... And then New Year's eve too. Man... I love The holidays. Oh! And let's not forget about what this break is all about, CHRISTMAS! I got the boxed set of all teh Gundam Wing DVD's, but some of you probably don't care. I also got Steven Spielbergs War of the Worlds, and that's a great movie, I don't care what you think. I also got a Foosball table, and new Ping-Pong paddles and balls, WOO!
Today me and my cousins also saw The Chronicles of Narnia: The Lion, The Witch and the Wardrobe. I thought it was fascinating. I've yet to read the books myself, but the movie was so rich in imagination, I'm sure the books are better. It had a very interesting plot too, and the creatures were really cool (NERD). Whatever, I have an imagination, and I USE IT.
One more thing: PRESENTS. I gotta buy things for my homies, I've gotten gifts already from them and I'm behind (as usual).
It's now time for me to acknowledge my cousins and watch movies with them and get ready for the work day ahead, yuh. New Years is coming guys, don't party too hard now, y'hear? ^__^

Jared


EDIT: Okay guys, I'm just gonna make the note here that I won't go over and fix all the grammar craps I made... Too lazy. I bet it's obvious I only post late at night when I'm tired as hell.

Hey there.

I've been feeling weird lately. My head surges and overflows with thoughts. I'm not sure if I'm even thinking, like someone else is thinking for me. But I know it's me, they're my thoughts, my mind. Why do I think? What do I think? What is thought? How? Why do we exist? Do we exist even? Is all life a dream, if so, whose dream? And why? Is it all a fabrication of unexplainable things? What's going on, why? What is sadness, what is happiness? What is hate, what is love? What is emotion? why do we have emotions? What are we? What am I? Who am I? Why am I? But also, I'm not alone. There are more. People, that's what they are. Just like me, other people. What are they, why do they exist? Why am I surrounded by others? But they aren't just like me. No. They are different, everyone seems do be different, no two match, nor will they ever. Some good, some bad. Some interesting, some annoying. Some are enteraining even, some can be intellectual, and then some can be stupid. Some are sad, some are happy, some are mysterious, and some have nothing to hide. Some bear with them sadness to bore into the minds of others, while some live to spreag anger and hatred to the world, and for some it is all they can do to bring joy to everything around them. some are weird, some are weirder, no one is normal, but everyone is different. But what are they to me? What am I to them, or even am I to them? What am I? I'm confused.

Now that I have rambled you into submission, your brain is MINE! Yes, by reading this figment of my head meats, I have confused you up so bad, I bet your wishing I didn't confuse you up so bad! You are now lost, in a world of unanswered questions, and untold truths, and nowhere to go! This newfound vulnerability has allowed me to breifly control your miiiiiiiiiiiiiiind. No go make me a taco. Make sure it's a good taco, or I'll have you make another taco, and so on and so forth. MAKE WITH THE TACOOOOS!

Wheehee!

wowapostomglol

Yeah. A post. I'm posting, can you dig it? Yes well, where was I? Right, onto the story.

So we started High-school. We as in ME. Of course others did too, but that's their own damn faults. I suppose I'm off to alright start, homework hasn't been to much of a bitch. But I'm all sad over summer break being done with, since I'm usually a lazy asshat, summer wasn't all too bad, but this time I did things, woah. Man, it was all freedomy and whatnot, even though I was still pretty lazy. Whatever, now that I'm done whining about my pathetic life, onto... ......... Damn. My head just stopped.... Wait for it..... Waaaait for it.................



Crap, I'm moody, now, and I lost my train of thought. I'm going to bed before I snap... That won't be good.

Yeah.

Artists block totally sucks. I can't draw nuffin. NUFFIN!! Dammit >.>

@_@ Weeoooo 8D

So, since I have not recorded this on the internet, I shall do it now. For those of you who don't know, I've got a job. That's right, believe or not, I devote many long, productive hours of my day being.... Well, productive. Which is most unlike me. And yes, indeed these are long hours. Where, and what you ask? Well, at THE BIGGEST liquor store in ze U.S. Sweet eh? Now you're thinking "A 14 year old at a liquor store, what the fuck eh?" I'm a cart kid. I push carts. I'm... CARTMAN! X3!! And I'm paid a whopping $7.50 an hour, 30 hours a week, but if you've balls enough to do the math, do remember to deduct the 30% from taxes, because if not for that deduction, damn, I'd have teh bucks yo.

But yeah, it's a great job, plus it's great excercise, walking all day for 8 hours, yeah. Not to mention the people. My co-workers are awesome. Everyone's really nice there, and they're all funny. Unfortunately I'm a bit shy around everyone and so I don't talk much, but yeah, it's teh sex. <.< >.>

ANDANOTHERNEWSBULLETIN! I have a cellphone. It <1><02z>

And now to conclude this broadcast with an important message: I'M LAME YAY!!

Boosh-a-loosh.